Sometimes...

In life, you tend to think you have your whole life planned out. That by a certain age you think, you've reached the majority of your goals. By the age of 18 you are starting college, by the time you're 21, you've graduated college and you're off to start your career. From the age of 21 to about 27, you've dated a bunch of people to get it of your system and say, "I did that, or even why did I do that?" By the time you turn 28, even 29, you really don't decide you want to settle down, but you want a steady relationship. Sometimes that relationship leads down to marriage, so by the age of 31 to 33 you decide to get married and then by 35 you are having your first child. That's usually how the majority of people think. Or at least I think they do.

All I can say is my life as definitely not planned out that way. Not one ounce of it. I guess what I am saying is, don't have high expectations on how your life is going to be lead. Sometimes, it leads for the best and others may lead to the worst, but the reality is, that it's life and consist of twists and turns.

What you expect from someone is never what it is, and the thought is, that not matter what you put in, really isn't given in return, regardless, of how hard you try. So why try... What you expect out of life isn't what it will always be... Just don't give up
Sad, but true...