Frustration

Stress is going to be the death of me.

I have definitely learned my lesson, and I will never put myself in this predicament again. It so embarrassing to be in this predicament I'm in, especially to my partner. I personally never cared what anyone's thoughts were of me. I can say, outside of my own thoughts of myself, which matter. My partner's view of me also matters most. (Sad, but true.) It's a shitty feeling to feel like you have let someone down, even though to them you didn't.

It is so important in life to listen to those who are much wiser than you. Who have been there, done that. Their knowledge is key. To you, they may seem annoying and bothersome. The fact is, they are as fine as wine and their knowledge is the precious nectar that you should and want to drink. (Being wiser doesn't mean being older, it means being smarted than the rest.)

As I said earlier, and I will state it again. "I have definitely learned my lesson, and I will never put myself in this predicament again." I will learn my lesson well and not make the same mistakes twice. 

Hates

it when my angry gets the best of me. Hates the fact that I left without kissing you good-bye. Hates the fact that I left in the elevator without looking at your face. And hates that today, I only spoken to you once, and haven't spoken to you since.

Sometimes...

In life, you tend to think you have your whole life planned out. That by a certain age you think, you've reached the majority of your goals. By the age of 18 you are starting college, by the time you're 21, you've graduated college and you're off to start your career. From the age of 21 to about 27, you've dated a bunch of people to get it of your system and say, "I did that, or even why did I do that?" By the time you turn 28, even 29, you really don't decide you want to settle down, but you want a steady relationship. Sometimes that relationship leads down to marriage, so by the age of 31 to 33 you decide to get married and then by 35 you are having your first child. That's usually how the majority of people think. Or at least I think they do.

All I can say is my life as definitely not planned out that way. Not one ounce of it. I guess what I am saying is, don't have high expectations on how your life is going to be lead. Sometimes, it leads for the best and others may lead to the worst, but the reality is, that it's life and consist of twists and turns.

What you expect from someone is never what it is, and the thought is, that not matter what you put in, really isn't given in return, regardless, of how hard you try. So why try... What you expect out of life isn't what it will always be... Just don't give up
Sad, but true...

Happy Veteran's Day

Happy Veteran's Day to all the soldiers who served our country and continue to do so. To all men and women out there, and my friends and family members.  You are all truly honored!!

To the past, to the present & to the future. We salute all of  you in honor of this day & every day, for your sacrifices, your determination & your strength. 

Especially, to my Brother Sgt. Leopoldo Lopez, you are one in a million, it's been three years that you have been back home. To my cousin Saben John who is continuing to serve our country, we love you both. To those who have fallen, you are never forgotten.

I truly believe in an eye for an eye!!!

OMG, watching Eyewitness News & hearing the chilling murder of a 19 year old Pace University student Kevin Pravia is so disturbing. A 22 year-old male Jerome Cancel, sold cocaine, to the Kevin Pravia who fell asleep in his apartment. The 22 year-old male, robs Kevin Pravia of everything he has while sleeping and leaves. The 22 year-old male then returns to strangle the 19 year-old male while sleeping.  

While the 22 year-old male was speaking of his encounter he stated, in detail, what he did to the 19 year old male, without remorse. He's only concern was how swollen his hand was after strangling Mr. Pravia.

What is this world coming to? Killing just for the sake of killing. This is why prisons are so over crowded, because Government feels it is necessary to keep cold blooded murders on death row for x amount of years wasting precious tax payers dollars, that can go to something else much more important like EDUCATION. I truly believe in an eye for an eye. We can use the millions and millions of dollars that are invested in prisons throughout the United States to education, health insurance, Social Security and the list can go on. I just can't understand how our Government prioritizes.

Really

So early this morning, I was surfing the web ( as you can see really early) and I came across a website that I am truly inspired about. It's called the Heartless Bitches International http://www.heartless-bitches.com/

As you know, many times we are called a heartless bitch (I know I have), but the reality is true, we are! Why are we heartless bitches, you ask? Well think about it?  We become heartless, because of the lies, the cheating, being inconsiderate and the list can go on. We are heartless, because we've matured in some way, shape or form where we have no tolerance for stupidity. Some of us slower than others. I have to say it took me a moment to realize where I stood. Honestly, it happens to all of us.

I am telling you men are just dumb, I think if their D!ck could talk back to them, it would literally say "you're a dick" really (Morons) by me, myself, & I

A while back, a friend of mine was upset because someone called her a bitch (I mean really upset). I asked her why? She stated, "I've ever been called a bitch before, it's such a nasty name." I looked at her and laughed. I told her, being called a bitch isn't a nasty name its a compliment, and I'd wear it proudly.
Being a bitch means, not having the tolerance to deal with anyone elses' shit but your own.

The website Heartless Bitch, is a site I think all women should take a look and know they aren't the only ones thinking that way... Awesome quotes.

"Don’t fuck with my reality. I’d rather know an ugly
truth than be mislead by a pretty lie. Just lay it on out there, say
what you mean and don’t paint the turds."
-- HBI Member MisTre

That's exactly how I feel... 

Feline Friends

If there is anything more that I am an attention whore about its cats. I LOVE KITTIES... They are so freaking adorable. Everything about them is cute. From the way they jump around. To how they show they love their owners, to their playfulness. And guess what? They don't need all that undivided attention. They are more independent. When they want attention, they come and get it. When they don't, they could careless about who you are, as long as you feed them. ( Sounds like me) Right now, my favorite feline friend is Sushi... he is adorable, lovable, kissable, hugable,  and squeezable... I just love this kitten, he is a ball of play everyday!!!

I know many people are huge lovers of dogs, and so am I. But I am too lazy to take care of them and pay any attention to them (and boy, do they need a ton of attention). Too much time and effort to take them for walks, or take them for doggie play dates (yes, doggies have play dates) and all this other crap. I mean it is cute to get them all dressed up, but again to much effort and attention to make one cute. I might as well put that much continued attention into myself.

Did I mention they need a ton of attention? (Oh, yeah I did.) Just like men need a bunch of attention (Personally, I only have enough in me to pay attention to one, and of course, I am the stupid one to pay attention to men.) But dogs are definitely much more loyal than men!

So to all my pet loving friends... Kudos to you if you have a dog and all that damn attention you give them... LOL. Double kudos for all you cat lovers out there.